is it for real??

I was cleaning my inbox today, deleting all read mails.... reading the unread ones.. and suddenly i bumped into an unread mail... ... it was a poem... and boy o boy what a poem it was.....it was beautiful and magical..
and then suddenly it struck me as lightening.. just like i had missed reading this mail.. i may have missed on many moments in life... words that were unspoken... truths untold...
and then i think.. what if i lived those moments?? My life had been different or just the same....
There were some moments in life when i wanted to tell people how much they mean to me.. I wanted them to know... but I took all those people for granted.. din ever tell them, thinking they would understand..
and today i think and i wonder.. what if those people had something to say to me?? wouldn't I be happier? knowing that i meant so much to someone..
Now, those people are not in my life, the contacts have been broken, the relationships changed and i have missed my chance...
I hope and I wish i never miss these chances again... i ll make sure i don't... and THAT'S A PROMISE....

The Wait

Everything changes,
seconds change into minutes,
minutes change into hours
and hours change into days...
what does not change is the wait....

i am still waiting for you,
waiting for your return..
I hope u do come back..
I still havnt got my turn...

I want to speak up,
The silence is killing me..
who do I talk to??
No one is to be seen...

Engulfed in this sadness,
I want mi ray of hope..
will i ever get to see it?
With this lonelines...
With this uncertainity...
I m not able to cope......

THE GREAT INDIAN FEE DEPOSITION!!

Hmmmmm.... so finally, i deposited mi fees in DSE... fr mi yem bee yay....
and boy o boy.. for the ppl who think clearing the written, gd n pi's is tough.. guys u r grossly mistaken...
cz fee deposition in sarkaari univ is ermm.... ARDUOUS..

well i ws supposed to go alone wd a friend...sans dad... bt at the end moment bth our dad's decided to turn up! n thank god they did....
hmmm so we left home at 9 am... reached cllg at 10... went to the office... well SURPRIZE SURPIZE.... no one ws there.... :(
we waited fr lik 20 min n the person turns up... we get some forms to fill up... n well er.. we do fill em up... then the guy started checkin our documents.. n that moron asked fr grad marksheets... whch ws no where written in the offer letter... nywez.. being extra cautious kinda helped... i hd em...
in our IP univ we only hav online marksheets... no originals... the online ones hav to be authenticated by college.... nd i got em done too!
bt the guy at DSE din accept them... asked us to goto IP univ and get em attested by none other than the controller of xams!!!!!!!!
so off we drove to ip univ... nd went to the third floor(no lift) the receptionst sent us bac to the ground floor n asked us to goto room number 108... afte 4 trips around the building we had to ask the security guard to take us... he did take us via a long route.... bt wahan bhee.. SIR ws on leave... then we were asked to meet a MADAM jee :X :X :X who wasnt on her desk! god knws where the heel ws she! so we waited fr 30 min only to knw that that female cdnt do it!
so off we went to the third floor gain! mi dad ws angry n fuming... so he asked the receptionist to let him meet a certain official... n he went in... only to find the right person to do ths attestation had left!! at 12!!!!!!! man why do ppl cum to office at 10 if they havta leave at 12!!
hmmm finally after many requests by mah dad we got that thng attested!!!
drove bac to DSE... n voila... LUNCH TIME....
we went to dse canteen... nice food :) :)
came bac submitted the docs.... and off we went to the cashier... n guess wot!! he ws havin lunch too!!
:(
so we went to the coffee shop! our bill ws 12 bucks.... order== idli sambhar n coffee!! gosh evrythngs so cheap!!!!!!!!!!!
then at 2 a ong line fr the cashier!! finally all done.... n we came bac home exhausted.... ready to collapse!!

i wont frget ths day ever!!! gave me the real taste f how sarkari ppl wrk!!!!!!!!!!!