THE GREAT INDIAN FEE DEPOSITION!!

Hmmmmm.... so finally, i deposited mi fees in DSE... fr mi yem bee yay....
and boy o boy.. for the ppl who think clearing the written, gd n pi's is tough.. guys u r grossly mistaken...
cz fee deposition in sarkaari univ is ermm.... ARDUOUS..

well i ws supposed to go alone wd a friend...sans dad... bt at the end moment bth our dad's decided to turn up! n thank god they did....
hmmm so we left home at 9 am... reached cllg at 10... went to the office... well SURPRIZE SURPIZE.... no one ws there.... :(
we waited fr lik 20 min n the person turns up... we get some forms to fill up... n well er.. we do fill em up... then the guy started checkin our documents.. n that moron asked fr grad marksheets... whch ws no where written in the offer letter... nywez.. being extra cautious kinda helped... i hd em...
in our IP univ we only hav online marksheets... no originals... the online ones hav to be authenticated by college.... nd i got em done too!
bt the guy at DSE din accept them... asked us to goto IP univ and get em attested by none other than the controller of xams!!!!!!!!
so off we drove to ip univ... nd went to the third floor(no lift) the receptionst sent us bac to the ground floor n asked us to goto room number 108... afte 4 trips around the building we had to ask the security guard to take us... he did take us via a long route.... bt wahan bhee.. SIR ws on leave... then we were asked to meet a MADAM jee :X :X :X who wasnt on her desk! god knws where the heel ws she! so we waited fr 30 min only to knw that that female cdnt do it!
so off we went to the third floor gain! mi dad ws angry n fuming... so he asked the receptionist to let him meet a certain official... n he went in... only to find the right person to do ths attestation had left!! at 12!!!!!!! man why do ppl cum to office at 10 if they havta leave at 12!!
hmmm finally after many requests by mah dad we got that thng attested!!!
drove bac to DSE... n voila... LUNCH TIME....
we went to dse canteen... nice food :) :)
came bac submitted the docs.... and off we went to the cashier... n guess wot!! he ws havin lunch too!!
:(
so we went to the coffee shop! our bill ws 12 bucks.... order== idli sambhar n coffee!! gosh evrythngs so cheap!!!!!!!!!!!
then at 2 a ong line fr the cashier!! finally all done.... n we came bac home exhausted.... ready to collapse!!

i wont frget ths day ever!!! gave me the real taste f how sarkari ppl wrk!!!!!!!!!!!

bac to square 1....

well... well... well...
ever wondered how much ahead u go in life....
u end up comin bac to square one.... u enter a relationship.. everything goes well.. nd then u break up... back to square one..
u make new aquaintances... they becum ur friends... then u grow apart... become acquaintances... back to square one...
u hate a person so mch u wanna kill him/her... then the feelings fade away... n one day u see him/her again n evry bad memory comes bac! bac to square one
a gawky teeneager transforming into a beautiful woman n then a gawky old lady.... bac to square one again....

it happens with every one... ppl say life is a roller coaster ride.. i think its a ride which moves in circles... u experience deja vu at every point!!

n then it makes me wonder.... if life is supposed to move in circles.... n why do we try to move forward at all!!!

me!!!!!!!!!

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SO WHAT NEXT??

i m sure evry one feels the way i do... at some point of time,like the way i do now... trying to be nice to ppl... afraid of telling them what you really think about them. but the other moment being so blunt that the other person would want to kill you...

but what the hell, this is me! and i like being me..
but sometimes i hate being me.... lifes just so dull..i am trying to be someone i am not... a lazy bum who craves for all the attention in the world!! WHO AM I???

but i aint that bad after all... i m very likeable... brainy.. n full of life.. hey wait a sec! maybe this is not me afterall..
the real me cries a lot! on lil things... n has a void! n waitin fr sum1 to fill it...

well the real me may be a lot of things! and i m coming to terms with it~~ n sumday i would.....

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Your Love Song Is

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Without You....

I am lonely
lonely without you
yearn for you...
every breath i take..

i am hollow,hollow without you
somethings empty
somethings amiss....

it feels as if i hv lost you...
lost you forever..
Will you ever come back?
come back to me..

All celebrations are incomplete
incomplete without you..
i am incomplete..
incomplete without you

every smile is faked
every laugh is made up
Nothing is real..
except the tears..

come back baby..
please come back
nothing has changed
nothing ever would

i still and always will love you....